LONG ConverSATions

PRAISe GOD!^^ im so proud of Caroline, she has decided to nOT pursue a relationship with that person anymore.. RIGHT NOW!^^

THAnkYOU for all your prayers! U ALL ROCK^^

also amazing, I had a long Christiany ConVO with "THAT" guy! I feel lucky that I am able to talk about God with him! I would like to share it with you all!^^ (though read only if u have time HAHAh its kinda long)

Yes we were talking about relationships and stuff like that!! LOL!! (to make it easier to read i made our mSN names into Ps and Js hahaha!)


P: u both

P: need to understand one another

P: communication is important

P: trust

J: YEEH^^

J: i think it takes effort

P: all goes down

P: it does

J: to keep communication STRONG

P: honesty

J: coz communications can be ruined

J: pretty easily

P: yeap

P: thats where understanding comes in

P: and you need to make things interesting like do new things

P: keep the spark there going

J: NOT take each other for GraNTEd

J: hAHahah wELL coz IM Christian

J: I also believe that iTS important that we both lOve gOD and Value his teachings

P: yeaa

P: thats truee

P: that will help through some rough times

J: LOL HAHAHah

J: coz FOr mE... the MOST COOOLESt and HAppIESt thing in THE woRLd is that IM luCKY enough to have Jesus in my life..

J: and it would be sad if i couldnt share that with the person I am with...

J: hence I ThinK the centre of my relationship with someone would be God and each other..

J: MHEHEHEHEH are U WEIRDED OUT HAHAHah

P: hahah

P: no im not weird out duh

P: ive been in so many christian catholic style school

P: since i was like a kiddo

J: i SPOSE hahahha

P: i used to go to chapel every morning

P: sing a hymn

P: and yeahh

J: well u know AS CHristian u are spose to lOVe ure wife/husband as ureself!

J: I think thats SWEET and HARD too

J: coz humans are naturally selfish! HAHAHa

P: hhhah

P: yeah

J: and ppl tend to think WHAT they CAN get out of a relationship..like I will be with her/him.. coz he makes me feel happy

P: u should treat other ppl like u treat urself correct?

J: BUt its not really JUSt about that

J: YEH and better! coz sometimes u may not treat ureself that GOOD HAHAHAH^^

P: sooo wat is it really about then?

J: well I dont KNOw everyTHINg yet.. coz im not in love...

J: buut i GUess... u have to be able to answer

J: if u could spend the rest of your life with this person..

J: will that person be able to be the parent of ure kids

J: would u be able to give up your life.. to serve this person

J: and as a CHristian TOO.. will this person and u be able to help each other to KEEp growing as a cHRistian!

J: "this is how we know what love is.. Jesus Christ laid down his life to die for our sins. And so we too should lay down our lives to die for our brothers"

P: ahhhhh

J: the idea there.. is NOT rEALLy bout DIEING for someone

J: but willing to DO all U CAN for them

J: and to be Other person centred rather then self cetnred

J: bout giving not expecting so much in return..

J: and another fave quote is "in love there is no fear. because perfect love drives out fear"

J: soo such relatioships would be JUST OPEN! and NEVER PAINFUL and NEVEr sad...

J: OR even if theres sad times

J: coz U have TRUE LOVe!

P: yeah that qoute is real nice

J: it will push away the pains

J: its 1John4:18

J: i read it at camp

P: haha

J: and it really jumped out at me

P: whoaw

J: coz b4 i felt i suffered from Relationshipphobia

J: HAHAH a TERM i made UP HAHAah

P: hahha

J: but IN the RITE relationshipi there IS NOTHING to FEAR!

P: its nice with 2 Ps in it

J: AbSOLUTELY noTHING!

J: and also why christians feel its important to go out with other Christians is because "God is Love"

P: yeah

J: so having God in the centre of my relationships mEANS I CAN LOve withOUT FEAR...

P: they do use a lot of word 'love'

J: well IT IS the BIGGESt commmandment in the bible after all!

J: its probably the hardesst TOO hahah

J: coz all the other commandments IE 10commandments.. are derived from it

P: ahhh i see

J: coz if u love.. u wont lie, steal, murder etc

J: YEH itS ALL pretty INTERESTING sTUFF

P: yeahh but u know

P: sadness is essential in life

J: ^^

P: i porlly wouldnt be able to do certain things without it

J: suffering brings perserverance and perserverance brings wisdom and godliness

J: and ultimately joy HAHAH!

P: haha

J: I Wouldn’t be WHO i AM now

J: if i didnt CRY in the PAST hahaha

P: really?

J: I Dont THINK HYPO activenESS and PYSCHO perSONALITIES are JUSt BORn like that..

J: or maybe i was...

J: but I was KINda a MORe depressed person b4

J: like in old high skool days HAHAHA

P: really?

J: yeeH!

P: what really happened

J: what DO u mean?

J: u mean why i was sad?

P: why were u depressed

J: or what made me not saD?

P: what made u sad

J: my skool wasnt the MOST nicest skool in the world...

J: and i think it was a LOTTA things combined

J: for a while MOSt ppl in my grade hated me

P: theres never such thing as a nice school lol

J: some still dont LIKE ME.. but thats just them

J; and then for 2 yrs ppl in the grade above would try to corner me and hit me against the skool walls..

J: coz i went out with this guy

J: they HATED

P: bah...

J: i guess thats bullying

J: HAHHA

P: omg

J: i use to argue with my parents a lot

J: i ran away like twice

J: and my siblings

J: coz i was the ODD kid

J: and then that one guy i went out with HAHAHA he cheated on me

P: whoawww..

J: with someone he knew i didnt like..

P: hmm YEH... i dont even THINK cAIRO knows some OF the things that hAPPEND hahaa

J: she def knows bout that GUY but HAHAHA

J: though YEh.. i think the hardest part

P: haha

P: thats not cool tho

J: was that i hated mySelf.... coz i let myself down.. and i was always alone...

J: BUT maybe it sounds cliche

J: but IN the END im always saved by GOd..

J: every lowest point of my life

J: i am somehow faced with him again..

J: and given some hope and joy again

P: ahhhhh i never knew about these kinda stuff i wouldnt be able to tell what happen to u b4 you are like different

J: uNTIL finallY! God CAUGHT onTO me SOO TIGHT.. that NOW.. i will hold on to him with all my hearT and SOUL! hahaha

P: for me

J: LOL^^

P: lowest point = music

P; its my life

P: haha

J: see coz i dont think no matter how good i act.. THAT i could SAVE myself... HEnce the IDea of GRACE.. getting what you dont deserve

J: realizing that I aM LOVED enough for someone to die for me... even though I rejected that person.. and died so dat i CAN live..

J: is pretty amaazing

J: and have u ever heard the footprints story!?

P: haha whoaw

P: mm

P: nup

J: iT GOES like this!!!

J: there was a man.. who walked along the shores of the beach with the Lord.. their Footsteps side by side

J: but one day as he looked back behind him

J: he saw that sometimes tehre would only be one set of footprints in the sand

J: after dwelling on this idea he realized

J: that the days when there was only one set of footprints in the sand.. was when he was going through the saddest moments of his life

J: so distressed he accused God "why in the saddest moments in my life.. tehres only one set of footprints.. why didnt u walk with me?"

J: and God replied "I love you and I will never leave you. The times when you saw only one set of footprints. IS when I carried you in my arms"

P: awww whoaw

J: i think thats really TRUE in my life...

J: hence my other FAVE quote from Psalms IS!

J: "My Lord keeps my lamp burning. My God turns my darkness into light"

J: coz YEh all the sad things ive been TRHOUGh hAS LEFT MEE TODAY!^^ hahah LOL

P: ahhhhhhhh

P: whoaw

J: HAHAH such a PYSCHoPATh I AM MUHAHAHAHAHAH:

P: thats really cool

P: haha

J: I thinK SO TOo! i feel really LUCKY!!







YEh I feeel really surprised that he was willingly listening to me talk on abouT GOd and my experiences!
^^PRAISe GOD coz GOd is JUST TOo COOOOL!^^